Wednesday, February 10, 2010 @ Wednesday, February 10, 2010
i read your msg at 3.22
[J]x ~ xiong-BEAR' I'll do my best for every tomorrow! SMILE! :D >>>> enlarged ⃡͋:D . says: (2:07:44 AM)
GO SLP LA AUNTIE!!
[J]x ~ xiong-BEAR' I'll do my best for every tomorrow! SMILE! :D >>>> enlarged ⃡͋:D . says: (2:07:58 AM)
don't blog already
[J]x ~ xiong-BEAR' I'll do my best for every tomorrow! SMILE! :D >>>> enlarged ⃡͋:D . says: (2:08:01 AM)
byebye
[J]x ~ xiong-BEAR' I'll do my best for every tomorrow! SMILE! :D >>>> enlarged ⃡͋:D . says: (2:08:02 AM)
night
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
long time no see

I feel like i'm just following the motion of school ever since Apparel Production(APP1) started. I don't seem to be able to find a way out of this mundane module. I feel so demoralized and useless. Staying late in school and watching SHINee reality videos and Katekyo Hitman Reborn anime to pass my time. My existence feels so meaningless. I just live to waste resources. I can no longer see the plans i made for my future being possible anymore. Why? I asked myself. I prayed and went to sleep.
I wake up everyday, waiting for a reply from God. He never fails to answer me. I'm not making full use of my talent and life. At times, i feel like I'm losing my God. Yet, God never lets go of me. I'm really grateful having a friend like Adrian. Every time I read his messages, i feel so motivated to inspire the people around me; leading and growing with my classmates. Sometimes, i feel that I'm a useless friend/ sister in Christ to him. He made me love God even more and helps me to open my eyes to God's words. And yet, i don't know how to do in return.
I also feel so blessed by friends who never fails to brighten up my day.
Grace shared with me about a series of dream she had that involved her and me today. Its about us in seven years time. I'll would be 25 years old by then. She dreamt that we'll work together in a fashion company in London. So exciting! This particular dream was about me and Mr Right. I'll would keep the details to myself and see if its true haha Then, I'll post it comes true ;D I really hope it comes true. Anyway, i was told that Mr Right is a mix between Hong Kong and British. SO SEXY right?!! Guys with British accent *drools on laptop* PLUS, he resembles TAEYANG(from Big Bang <3), but more British-looking hehehehe *grinning to myself* I felt so happy after hearing. Small little talks that makes me happy :D Anyway, Grace's dream somehow gave me hope towards my future, as a fashion designer. It motivates me further in believing in myself and living my dreams.
Side track, I got a new specs today from Eye-link today. Its from Levi's limited edition collection. However, the look isn't very Levi's though. The spectacles that caught my attention was actually Viktor and Rolf's label of geek specs. (i can't find the picture online, sorry) I love the look i had with the specs on! Very 'designer-ish'. However, the frame itself was $568. Mum said it was too expensive. So, i got the Levi's instead :( The owner of Eye-Link was surprised that i know V&R. Come on, V&R are awesome designers. Check out their fall 2009 RTW collection. Totally a whole new level of Grecian drapes with contemporary interpretation. I wish i was least 10% as talented as them. Oh well.
"Tomorrow is definitely better than today" - Felicia Loi
Monday, January 11, 2010 @ Monday, January 11, 2010
when school gets boring, entertainment comes in
felicia says: (5:34:57 PM)
hello
camillie says: (5:35:12 PM)
chio buuu!
felicia says: (5:35:19 PM)
yes? calling me?
camillie says: (5:35:37 PM)
wats ur no?
camillie says: (5:35:40 PM)
;D
felicia says: (5:35:42 PM)
HAHA
felicia says: (5:35:53 PM)
you want to date me?
felicia says: (5:35:56 PM)
0900024a
camillie says: (5:36:04 PM)
okay i give u mine too
camillie says: (5:36:08 PM)
0902129f
camillie says: (5:36:09 PM)
:D
felicia says: (5:36:10 PM)
call me ;)
camillie says: (5:36:12 PM)
sms me
felicia says: (5:36:44 PM)
$10000 per min
camillie says: (5:37:00 PM)
O_O
camillie says: (5:37:03 PM)
give me cheap cheap
camillie says: (5:37:06 PM)
cause i shuai ger
camillie says: (5:37:08 PM)
:D
felicia says: (5:37:12 PM)
you think what
felicia says: (5:37:16 PM)
not geylang leh
camillie says: (5:37:20 PM)
im 21 yrs old nyc guy
felicia says: (5:37:35 PM)
you sure or not
camillie says: (5:37:40 PM)
yeah
camillie says: (5:37:44 PM)
i look like tom cruise
felicia says: (5:37:47 PM)
i dont like black guys
camillie says: (5:38:07 PM)
noo im not nigga yo
camillie says: (5:38:14 PM)
i as white as snow white
felicia says: (5:46:58 PM)
eeee
camillie says: (5:47:17 PM)
eeeeee
Thursday, November 5, 2009 @ Thursday, November 05, 2009
Why aren't you being reasonable?
I'm so vexed out already yet you still add burden on me.
i know I'm not perfect.
least, understand that fact.
There are some things which happen unexpectedly.
all you did was dig up the past and pick on every bit.
i guess we just need some time out.
Friday, October 16, 2009 @ Friday, October 16, 2009
Wednesday, October 14, 2009 @ Wednesday, October 14, 2009
Felicia's sex talk.
Why isn't my semester 2 posted on the school website yet???? What's taking so long.. urgh. Its said that the latest date of releasing it would be tomorrow. Even still, ...
Anyway, i was supposed to meet the girls at 9.30am today to do the web page. And... i woke up at 14.20pm. Also, i had a late noon nap till about 8pm. HAHA I think i would totally win the sleeping beauty contest. The only two activity i did was painting and facebook-ing. Oh and also watching Scooby Doo episodes. I've never got sick of them.
I still have not found my new motivation to want to do well in school when it re-opens. I thought my results were expected(except for digital essential, i thought i'll get C but i got A) and given fairly. I'm not sure if any of you have seen "the painting that is me" quiz i took in facebook. I thought it was really accurate and everyone should try it. My end result was "melting clocks". Its a surrealism influenced painting by Salvador Dali. He is like the Father of all surreal painting. Anyway, the meaning of the painting is:
You love surprises and life cannot be routine. You are a dreamer and appreciate surrealism. Highly imaginative. If possible, you would rather remain in your own fantasy than to face reality. You seek meanings in Time, Sex, Life and Death. You are intellectual.Personally, I don't think i seek meaning in the sex part. Rather, i question it a lot recently because of the videos and movies i watched or came across. Let's see.. oh here's one, why would a vibrator exactly give sensation to you? I can't imagine why would one be so silly to stick that sort of thing up their ass. Its so weird okay. How about a vibrator thong and a remote control from the movie "the ugly truth". I'll like to share with you this particular entry from FML, if you guys ever heard of it. By the way, FML is like a combination of twitter and blogger, whereby people post about stuff that's fucked up in their lifes. There's this post where this girl found out that her sister used her electronic toothbrush as a vibrator. What the hell? Totally disgusting. Here's another one, its a video i watched yesterday, which was posted by my friend, Apple. It is regarding safe sex. The 'professor', a puppet that looks similar to the ones in sesame street(super freaky), was educating about safe sex. So, there's one part whereby he said something like, in order test how sensitive a condom is, it is to fuck a girl. Then, he was like totally humping his assistant in sexy lingerie and she, was pleasurably moaning loudly. WHAT THE HELL? I'M TOTALLY DISGUSTED AND GROSSED OUT!!! I think Singapore should ban some of xiaxue's videos too. Especially the one with her making out with kay kay and the videos posted by kay kay and paul twohill. I think this type of media exposures promotes early sexual relationships and acts. I advise students especially, who feels horny of whatever after watching this sort of related materials to stop. Its REALLY REALLY BAD. I think that if one enters the doorway to sex world, you wouldn't stop at one. So anyway, this is my personal opinion. You guys may agree or disagree towards it. You can drop me a comment if you want.
Another thing is, since i'm on this topic, i really don't understand why juvenile delinquent aka ah bengs uses vulgarities that consist of a variety of languages. And these vulgarities are words that are use to describe the different private parts in your bodies or an act between one or two person . What's so cool about that? Why would someone feel satisfied by hurling that onto someone that they are frustrated with or having an argument with. How would hurling vulgarities even make one feel 'superior' than others that don't speak their 'language'? Its so low class. Why not study English well and say something like " why are you thick in the head". It gives a good impression that you're intellectual. Think before you say and stop this utter rubbish.
That's all on the sex talk.
Monday, October 12, 2009 @ Monday, October 12, 2009
sorry for the late entry.

testing out annabelle's camera

camera test 2

group photo!
lau is smiling to her towel back there

i love this shot best. yes madam!

silly faces!

lips like donald duck

checking out the in-line skators

cheeseee

our bbq pit

hakim(tissue) and viveck(black ninja) = teddy bros! so cute haha

oh and fahmi! smoking =.=

i swear i almost crash into the pathetic patch of plants

finally got a hold

anna takes over! check it out, i'm tip toe-ing okay.

dad's calling

outside the bicycle kiosk. looking smoking hot!

i love these girls

this cat is so darn cool!!!! that's what i call glow-in-the-dark eye balls.

absolute volka+orange juice. anna said it was yummy.

in annabelle's dad's car. home sweet home (^w^)

i had an awesome day today. thank you God for everything^^
